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So Clearly…  Things have changed again.  The one good thing about dealing with brain damage is that I can blame it for all my eccentricities.  I’ve abandoned my strict “standards” methodology of web page design for my own unique free-flowing flavor.  Let’s just say it’s “Lunatics Prerogative” :)
Let’s Try This Again . . . 11 September 2021 • So, clearly I had another brain fart… got totally frustrated with everything (as I usually do) and just rage-quit and deleted a shit-load of stuff I was working.  And (as usual, again) I regain a bit of clarity, delude myself with the perception that I’m back in control and have much better ideas so I begin again.  I guess the ultimate take-away is that I DO begin again and make another attempt. So here we are on one of several domains that I own with an attempt to add some content just to make myself believe that I’m not just totally wasting money and resources.  The upside of course is that these days digital real estate is quite cheap if you have the ability to self-manage it.  A skill that is a bit fleeting for me but still intact enough to utilize. What To Expect. Well, don’t expect much.  Keep your expectations low.  Basically this site is a simple reverse-chronological blog of my random thoughts.  I’m an expert at nothing and my sole interest in maintaining this site (as with all my other sites) is self amusement, diversion and entertainment.  This simply keeps me busy and gives my mind something to do.  Cerebral entropy is slowly eating away at my mind and who I am.  My layman theory is that the brain is no different than any other part of our body and that regular exercise is the key to building strength.
Hate to Start on a Downbeat . . . 12 September 2021 • But, perhaps the subconscious inspiration behind resurrecting this blog.  I’ve been dealing with various health issues for some time now and for the most part with very few exceptions have been able to maintain a “suck it up” and keep it to myself stance.  But increasingly I’m beginning to sense that things may be getting a bit worse.  Today for example, my pain levels have been quite elevated.  Narcotics no longer seem to have a significant effect but if I don’t take them the pain does noticeably increase which makes me wonder if its actually an increase in pain or my brain tricking me to feed an addiction?  Certainly the last thing I need is an opioid addiction on top of everything else. As far as this blog is concerned, along with being a tool to help me work things out in my head… it may also be a source of insight should I become further incapacitated for friends and family to understand whats going on with me. On the upside, just keying in these few short paragraphs have given me enough distraction where I feel I can go lay down in hopes that some of this pain will pass. What To Expect. Well, don’t expect much.  Keep your expectations low.  Basically this site is a simple reverse-chronological blog of my random thoughts.  I’m an expert at nothing and my sole interest in maintaining this site (as with all my other sites) is self amusement, diversion and entertainment.  This simply keeps me busy and gives my mind something to do.  Cerebral entropy is slowly eating away at my mind and who I am.  My layman theory is that the brain is no different than any other part of our body and that regular exercise is the key to building strength.